I am so sorry to read of your loss, Vulpes. My heart is heavy for you as I know how sad it is to say goodbye to our beloved animal companions and friends. Thank you for sharing the photos of Conor with us. What a beautiful boy. I'm so glad to read that you held his head in your hands as he passed. And your words "he was such a kind horse" made me smile. Yes, animals can truly be kind. I'm certain that you gave him a kind and loving home for those five years you were together. May memories of Conor remain strong and vivid in your and in your heart.
Sorry to hear that @Vulpes The loss of a loved animal really hurts. Just remember the great times you shared.